We can see clearly how we get used to work all week,
to get our head busy with some tasks, to almost eliminate our reflexive
contemplation of things around us and concentrate in specific and simple tasks.
With
this characteristic of our common behavior, we acquire constantly thoughts that
have a lack of development, a lack of definition. These uncertain memories
remain in our head; they stand hidden and still have a huge power to influence
our feelings and actions.
When
we receive a time to rest, a time to be absent of our usual activities, our
usual distractions, these memories that have a lack of development come back to
us in a monstrous oppressive way, hurting us with the crazy and exaggerated interpretations
that our unconscious is skilled doing.
At
the beginning our free time scares us, making us try to find anything that
distract us, that make us forget about our oppressive and poorly developed
memories.
This
scary characteristic makes a reflexive contemplation a hard state to achieve;
it is easier stay afloat on the surface of our lives, it is easier and safer
keep our mind distracted with constant tasks that only hide our real life and
feelings, conducting us to nowhere.
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